Peace?

Another Sunday. I think I'm coming out of a long funk. It was a doozy, but I feel like I turned the corner this weekend. I know that that is the ebb and flow of things. I feel a little guilty that I have a sense of calm these days in my life. I can't deny that I like it; I like having a job, paying my bills on time, trying to eat right, trying to do the right thing, even when no one is looking. And, there is the turmoil.... at what cost? I wish that Gordon were here now to join me in this peace. But, I have to believe that he experiences a peace he never felt when he was alive. I sure hope so.

I'm going to try and get up and go work out before work. I know if I can do it, I'll feel so much better. I deserve it, I guess.

Is it ok to not have stacks of worries? What if, I am ok with dealing with the here and now, and leaving the rest to God? Is that ok? At least for now, that is how I am. I hope that anyone reading this, is having a sense of peace in their own lives. That's all we really want, right?